Kyumin's Wifey

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Exhausted -.-

Try comprehending every decisions i made.
i know i been acting cruel, but come to think of it, if i don't love you i'll leave you right?
you're my friend , my closest friend but have you been thinking about how i had been?
we're not playing around, you're acting childish. I do remember clearly that i said that WE shouldn't fight because of guys.
i did broke that rule, i won't say sorry you know why? cause i don't think i'm the one who's wrong here, 
you made conclusions as if you know him. I'm not the original? ok i accept it but why don't ask first. 
you judge other person as if he or she do bad things. in love you can't choose anyone one to fall to.
did i ever tell you that i hate how you say bad things to others? i may agree but can't you use appropriate words?
i'm a tease i know i criticize other people too but the way you do it, it's a bit offending.

"ayaw mong napupuna pero pag ikaw mamuna wagas" 

Something went wrong then you'll just shut the fuck up like no one is concerned, i'm fucking tired understanding every thing you do, i'm fucking mad cause i can't make myself hate you. 

i don't want to open this topic, cause all we do is to say sorry then afterwards it'll happen again. We're not perfect we make mistakes but can't we grow up and be real? you're not innocent, you're just fucking acting like nothing happened and nothing is wrong. you're reasons are "I"M NOT ORIGINALLY IN THE GROUP" & "EVEN IF I TELL YOU THE TRUTH STILL I'AM THE ONE TO BLAME AND I'LL BE THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS WRONG" let me tell you this, are you nuts? we're not intending to make you feel that you're the one who's always wrong, you know US and obviously you know ME the most. my expectations from you are different from what you're doing now. i thought out of the three you'll understand me the most, and do you know what hurt the most? you knew my efforts but yet you don't even appreciate any of it. I do all the things just to make our FRIENDSHIP consistent but what are you doing ? YOU even enjoyed other's company. 

You don't know anything. You don't know the sacrifices i did just for them to accept you. SUMBAT? we can't avoid that.

just do what you think that'll make you happy, I don't know what to do anymore, i did my part i think it's time for you to make an effort for US. you're happy with this, so be it.

KAYA MO KONG TALIKURAN? OKAY FINE SINO BANG KELANGAN NG TAONG HINDI MARYNONG MAGPAHALAA NG KAIBIGAN?

masakit ? opppsss d pala ako magso-sorry kasi ma PRIDE ako ehh... d ko hinihiling na magbago ka pero kung aasta na as if akala mo d ko kayang mawala ka okay fine game ako dyan, challenge accepted, ikaw nga kaya mo ako pa kaya? 

saka tandaan mo kung san ka masaya ngaun dahil sakin un. sumbatan kung sumbatan pero un fair kasi eh patikaibigan ko ginagwa mong gago. 

KUNG MALI AKO PROVE IT. PROBLEMA KASI SAU KINIKIMKIM MO TAPOS PAG SASABHN MO D NAN DERETCHO SAKIN OR SAMIN KELANGAN IBANG TAO PA I-BROADCAST? 

umiiwas ako ksi ayaw kko ng gulo, d sa ayaw kita kasama. mahal kita pero prang d mo pi na pahalagahan un... 

1 comment:

  1. since nag bukas na rin ako ng blogspot dahil na miss ko rin to kahit alam kong gusto mo personal.. okay lang gagawin ko na rin..hayaan mo meron pa sa monday :)

    wait kay lorenzo muna tayo.. hindi naman sa hinuhusgahan ko sya.. actually ang bait nga nya hindi sya yung tipong mayabang porke nasa private..hindi ko alam kung iaaccept mo tong reason ko pero concern lang ako kasi mejo mabilis lalo pa ako yung pinagsasabihan mo lalo na pagdating sa love..alam ko nan kung paano ka masaktan pag dating jan..kay gerzel nga lang nun d mo love eh.. pero nung sinabi mo sakin nung nag open ka sa chat klan lang sabi ilang taon nyang hinabol ex nya sabi maybe d naman sya ganun tulad ng inakala ko..mali ako dun and sorry..
    yung sa ating apat nan.. di ko alam bakit hanggang ngayon kay wyncel ganun pakiramdam ko.mabait nanan sya sakin pero d ko alam and sorry na rin sakanya..d ko alam nasa akin nga siguro yung problema..pero kung sainyo ni bakyu ayos nan eh nakekeme ka naman na sincere kayo sakin.. sorry din dun sa isa.. sakin nga yung problema di ko alam depensahan sarili ko pagdating sainyo.. cguro sa takot ko na rin na mawalan ulit ng kaibigan.yung huli.. shempre masaya din naman na may nakakasalamuha ako. di naman sa mas ineenjoy ko silang kasama eh..alam ko nann na malaki utang na loob ko sayo lalo na nung first year tayo..kung di dahil sayo baka ala akong maituturing na kaibigan.,angdami ring lessons na natutunann ko sayo..
    paano ako magiging masaya kung alam kong d ko kayo kasama? lalo na kung alam kong d tayo ayos..kung yung kaibigang tinutukoy mo c cel,,sorry kasi d ko maintindihan ugali nya talaga magalit ka sakin kung magalit..di ko nga alm kung may karapatan akong magalit sakanya well d naman galit..konting inis lang..masakit pa kasi dun nung nung kayo yung may problema ako yung tumulong sakanya kahit alam kong may keme ako saknya..pero nung tayong dalawa anung ginawa nya? parang natutuwa pa ata sya eh sorry sa words ko ulit..
    nunng araw na yung fiesta yuun.. makikipag usap sana ako ng masinsinan nun kaso daming tao nun eh..kayo nunng gabi dun ko nilabas. di ko alam na sasabihin yun ni keme pero. SOrry..kahit bawiin ko yun nasaktan na kita eh at sorry din para dun. tsaka yung time na yun d ko alam bakit pero mas close na kayo ni cel nun.. di ko alam bakit pero cguro kasi nasanay ako na ikaw kasama ko tas boom si cel nalang...pero okay na yun at least naging mas close na kayo :) sincere ako dun kahit mukang hindi kasi nag type lang nan eh..ayoko rin na mag away tayo kasi alam mo nan na kahit anung mangyari ikaw paring ang closest bestfriend ko.. kaya nga ayoko ding magsalita.. kasi natattakot ako na baka d ko mapili yung mga words ko.. mas masaktan pa kita..mahal din nan kita eh.. kung sa tala nung bestfriend list ko simula sanggol ako ikaw yung pinaka tumatak at alam kung ikaw yung di ko makakalimutan..tulad nga lang nagyon pag maynakita ako ikaw na aalala ko...

    sa monday mag sosorry ako syo ng personal..di ko alam kung anung mangyayari after nun pero kung di na babalik yung dati okay lang basta mag ka ayos tayo. I LOVE YOU TEH! alang halong biro! promise..
    ngapala paalala ko lang yung tsinelas ko :) hinahanap na sakin ni mama kakalimutan kong paalala sayo..

    sana sa mga sinabi ko hindi na kita ulit ma offend salamat na rin sa lahat :)

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