Kyumin's Wifey

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Exhausted -.-

Try comprehending every decisions i made.
i know i been acting cruel, but come to think of it, if i don't love you i'll leave you right?
you're my friend , my closest friend but have you been thinking about how i had been?
we're not playing around, you're acting childish. I do remember clearly that i said that WE shouldn't fight because of guys.
i did broke that rule, i won't say sorry you know why? cause i don't think i'm the one who's wrong here, 
you made conclusions as if you know him. I'm not the original? ok i accept it but why don't ask first. 
you judge other person as if he or she do bad things. in love you can't choose anyone one to fall to.
did i ever tell you that i hate how you say bad things to others? i may agree but can't you use appropriate words?
i'm a tease i know i criticize other people too but the way you do it, it's a bit offending.

"ayaw mong napupuna pero pag ikaw mamuna wagas" 

Something went wrong then you'll just shut the fuck up like no one is concerned, i'm fucking tired understanding every thing you do, i'm fucking mad cause i can't make myself hate you. 

i don't want to open this topic, cause all we do is to say sorry then afterwards it'll happen again. We're not perfect we make mistakes but can't we grow up and be real? you're not innocent, you're just fucking acting like nothing happened and nothing is wrong. you're reasons are "I"M NOT ORIGINALLY IN THE GROUP" & "EVEN IF I TELL YOU THE TRUTH STILL I'AM THE ONE TO BLAME AND I'LL BE THE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS WRONG" let me tell you this, are you nuts? we're not intending to make you feel that you're the one who's always wrong, you know US and obviously you know ME the most. my expectations from you are different from what you're doing now. i thought out of the three you'll understand me the most, and do you know what hurt the most? you knew my efforts but yet you don't even appreciate any of it. I do all the things just to make our FRIENDSHIP consistent but what are you doing ? YOU even enjoyed other's company. 

You don't know anything. You don't know the sacrifices i did just for them to accept you. SUMBAT? we can't avoid that.

just do what you think that'll make you happy, I don't know what to do anymore, i did my part i think it's time for you to make an effort for US. you're happy with this, so be it.

KAYA MO KONG TALIKURAN? OKAY FINE SINO BANG KELANGAN NG TAONG HINDI MARYNONG MAGPAHALAA NG KAIBIGAN?

masakit ? opppsss d pala ako magso-sorry kasi ma PRIDE ako ehh... d ko hinihiling na magbago ka pero kung aasta na as if akala mo d ko kayang mawala ka okay fine game ako dyan, challenge accepted, ikaw nga kaya mo ako pa kaya? 

saka tandaan mo kung san ka masaya ngaun dahil sakin un. sumbatan kung sumbatan pero un fair kasi eh patikaibigan ko ginagwa mong gago. 

KUNG MALI AKO PROVE IT. PROBLEMA KASI SAU KINIKIMKIM MO TAPOS PAG SASABHN MO D NAN DERETCHO SAKIN OR SAMIN KELANGAN IBANG TAO PA I-BROADCAST? 

umiiwas ako ksi ayaw kko ng gulo, d sa ayaw kita kasama. mahal kita pero prang d mo pi na pahalagahan un... 

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